wee~

hi everyone , you all is it feel very curious when i didn't make up and feel want to see after i make up de look?

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nah~i makeup de look very "ci guai" izzit ? o.0 i oso think like that but nevermind larh~

i like it <3

one more take with my best friend de~ her name is "ENG SHU YI"

tadaa~ nice? o.0

don't think so but anyway i like shu yi geh makeup ! <3

wakakakakkakaka <3

times flies so fast ! </3

they went home already haizz

nevermind next time ajak them come over again

that time i sure will ask chai wei to help me rebond my hair >///<

hohohohohoho~



2 days

two days since you didnt even called me !

i felt that you wont love me anymore ! my tears fall like hell :'(

i wish you were mine forever but now i had to let you go !
did you know how much i suffer from my disease !


my cancer disease please !

heart broken ! :"(

english vesion

did you know how much i suffer for you?

did you know how much i sacrifice for you?

did you know how much i miss

did you know how much i love you just for you?

but you didn't realise how much my tears that fall from my eyes ? did you?!

i don't think so that you know all the thing that i've done for you or even done to you !

you have broken my heart once , but i don't care cause i loved you !

but now , you've broke my heart again !!!!!!!!!!!!

no more heart for you to broke anymore , enough is enough ! </3.

you gave me alot of negative thinking and keep thinking that you will leave me one day but my thinking is... ...

REAL ! </3



chinese version

你知道我为了你受的苦吗？

你知道我为你牺牲了多少吗？

你知道我错过了多少？

你知道我是多么爱你吗？


但你不知道多少的眼泪从我的眼睛流出来？是吗？！

我不这么认为，你知道所有的事情，我已经为你做甚至做给你！

你已经伤了我的心，但我不在乎，因为我爱你！

但现在，你已再次撕裂我的心!!!!!!!!!!!!

没有再多的心让你伤害了，已经够了！ </3。




你给了我很多反面的思想，不断的继续，你会有离开我的一天，但我的想法是...... ... ...


真的！ </3

i cant read your mind

boy did you really care for me?

boy did you really love me , just for me?

boy did you ever wipes my tears with your words?
...
boy did you feel lonely when i'm not around?

boy have you ever feel that one day i'm not around , you will how?

boy have you ever thought of if i have an accident and went into the hospital and you've found me in koma?

boy did you know how lonely i'm when your are not around?

boy did you feel the way on how much i love you just for you?

i love you ! </3

tears :")

i know you still got feel on her :'(

you come back to me just because you wanted to forget "her"
i hated you so much that time but now you have hurted me !

_____________tears cry non-stop__________


i hope that what i have thought is wrong and hope you really loved me !

you told me before that you wont hurt me anymore and wont let me cry !

now you have done this ! :'(


i wish that you will accompany me when i'm lonely and when i'm not happy !

but you didn't , in the end you'll leave ! :'(


if is like that i guess we wont have to couple since the day you have break with her ! :'(


That season Until now, girls and boys being in love.


Every time chat phone, they always warm words spoken for a long time. Finally, the girl always one and is not willing to "Goodbye", the first received line, the boy smiled and left her to appreciate the warm residual air ... ...


Inadvertently days later, love is like this to continue. One day two men quarrel, the girl would complain about him: not as romantic as it was, as his meticulous care, but also develop into a habit. Every time her temper on the phone, the boys are quietly listening, does not refute her.


The girl's boyfriend girls feel very satisfied. Gradually she felt between her and her boyfriend seems to always something missing, maybe this is her illusion. What is it? She did not understand. They just call ends, the girls always feel that their "goodbye" it said half there has been 'pair of' bang hung up. Whenever that time, she always thought the voice harsh ice crystals in the air, across their eardrums. Finally one day, the girl and he had an argument with her boyfriend very impatient and turned away, no turning back, no phone call.


Girls do not cry, because she knew the boy would not leave her. He said every word of the girl, the girl still remember.


One day, the girl who thought of silly boy, who quietly guarding her silly boy, who duplicity boy, who was always concerned about her look like a boy but put cold. Mind immediately filled with a moving, feeling let her slowly pick up the phone. Boy's voice is still pristine, tranquil. One girl even Yuning, hurried talking about "goodbye" ...


This time the girl confiscation line, she heard over the phone gently breathing, an emotional baffling quietly listening to her quiet end of the line. I do not know how long, boy's voice came over, why do not you hang up? Girl voice, Sese, why should I hang it? Used to it. The boy said quietly, I like you hang up, so I was at ease. But people always hung after some regret and loss. The girl's voice was trembling. So, I prefer to leave this loss themselves, as long as you happy enough.


The girl finally unable to control crying, hot tears soaked mind the memory of love. She finally realized that, at her side with a guardian. Silently behind him watching over her, the girl to protect her when invisible. The girl know, because they both are in love ... ...




shu yi (my fren wrote dis)

i cried ! T^T

loh kah yann gila

2day at night  at loh kah yann hse she keep on laughing n laughing i oso dunnoo she laugh wad

she mmg gila o.0?


hahahahaha


ytd more gila me , shu yi n wen weii oso same same gila ~ reli sohai de`



wkwkwkwkwkwk <3

love thm alot !

ahaha *is crying*

because of you i still cant eat , drink , nor even sleep :')



is this because of what have you did to me last few time ?!


i don't there will be time for us anymore T^T


everything is over ! what have you did to me all over :'(


even though i cant forget the sweet and meaningful thing i ever had

but i will try my best to forget !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :")


now ,
you got your own way while i got mine :")


a song for you before i stop writing about you !!!! the last time of my blog wrote about




-if i die young-

if i die young ,
bury me in satin ,
lay me down on a bed of roses ,
sink me in the river ,
at dawn ,
send me away with a love song .


the sharp knife , of a short life


goodbye (the person i love the most) :")

mandarin version

这几天我开始想念他！ 我不知道为什么？ 是因为他告诉我过去几天的字呢？ 我不这么认为，奇迹会发生在这个世界上。 从他的话里他不能再使我相信他了！ 我知道我笨，当我的朋友已经告诉说，“他”不会欣赏你 因为他不知道什么“欣赏”的意思。 我真的试着去接受，我可以这么蠢。 我想，新的，你不会发生有很大的变化，但你比我改变了更多。 你，你知道什么伤害的意思呢？ 我知道我伤害了你，但你！你伤害了我两次或更多次!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

english version

i started missing him this few days
i don't know why?
is it because of the word he told me last few days?
i don't think so , cause this kind of miracle wont happen in this world .
from the word of him doesn't make me believe him anymore !
i know i'm stupid , when my friends already told  that "he" wont appreciate you
because he doesn't know what mean by "appreciate" .
i really cant accept , that i can be so stupid .
i thought , the new you wont change alot but in the end you change more than i think it was .

YOU  ,  do you know what mean by hurt ?
i know i hurt you once but you ! you hurt me twice or maybe more !!!!!!!!!!

i cant forget you

为什么你总是骗我？
你让我像一个白痴！
你把我像一个愚蠢的傻瓜！

请不要让我恨你！我不要还有不喜欢你看着我的方式!!!!!!!!!!!
我真的不能忘记你，
我不能忘记你的方式对待我之前，
我不能忘记你曾经抱住我的第一次，
我不能忘记你第一次亲吻我，
我无法忘记一切我们已经经过的!!!!!!!!

请不要再让我想起任何事了
就是这个原因，我不能忘记你！！


我希望你没有忘记我们第一次见面！
我没有忘记所有！</3

enough !

you have already hurt me alot !
my friends' was right you are not what i think you were !
why did you lied to me , you think that i'm so stupid to let you lie while behind me say all my bad words !!!!!!!!!!!!!

well , i'm not that kind of stupid and idiot person !
... please appreciate me coz i know one day you will regret because you already lost the person that love you so much !

if you already regreted then i can forgive you !
but i asure we cant be freind cause we fell in hurt with each other before .
we cant be enemies cause we love each other before .
the only thing we can be is "a stranger like we never met before" that is what we can do from now !!!!!!

the old me gone away while the new me have already appears !!!
so don't try to dare me cause i know you cant dare , not while the new me is here

you sended a message to me and say "you want challenge me"?
is not i wan challenge you is you the one who wanted to challenge me !!!
please dont make me piss off again i have enough !!!!!!!!!!

everytime i told myself not to so piss off but when the timw i saw you i dont know why am i so damn angry because of many people calm me down and make me chill then i not so piss off already !!!!!

if you tihnk that you are very good in the chapter of love ?!
well let me tell you "YOU'RE NOT" so don't "zi lian" !!!!!!!

</3 :'(