Friday, April 13, 2012

why?

当我不在这里
请不要问我在哪里

你为什么要玩我感情
只不过是给你玩具

不高兴
为什么呢?是这样吗?

我想即使不会在乎,如果我不在这里,在所有的 :')

Sunday, April 8, 2012

simple post :)

hey , guess what i saw in my phone this early morning ? xD

a message from that BENDAN :P 
which write :
shopo babun !!!!!!
sleep le ma? wake up please , imissyou ! ><
why topup for me ><



my happy tears fall when i saw the message 
time :12.07am wa... xDD

love you ! <3




i wanted to as him...what is the answer now.. "yes" or "no"

i'm not sure yet..is confusing me .../.\ i wish yes...myabe in my dream he will answer me yes in real life..i'm not sure...is been a few days i have dreamed about him and me... > <
anyway..that all for now..i feel like i'm sick /.\
bye blog :)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

let's starts with a simple post barh~
one day i think is tuesday 3/4/12
in the van i heard this sweet loved song <3
"shower me with your love"
anyone heard of it? o.0..

haha...ok la..i just wanted to tell my blog that my love to him are getting stronger../.\
can he feel it? @@ i think not....but i wish to tell him.
maybe on 30/06/2012 , he will know everything that hide inside my heart..but i'm not sure he can make it to the carnival or not... :(
i wish he can !!!!!!!
i wanted to talk to him so much , he don't even pick up my phone call..like he don't want me to listen his voice... T^T
i hope he wont angry i write like this because this is where i can tell my feeling :'(


skip barh ---------


he just post ot my wall saying that he will be away this few days , and guess what? that bendan lost his phone don't know go where jor..no wonder i msg wont reply me even though i topup for him already.../.\
well, the thing that surprise me is he call me a "babun" = =
i only know that i miss him so much...did he? o.0 :(


at facebook i found one link...



i miss you BENDAN ! :(











today shopping with my shu yi..i feel like i shopping with you haiz..but some how , i also wont have the chances to go out with you la.. ;')



this picture..when shu yi put her hand on my shoulder...i feel like you are the one who put on it..but not... :(


ok la...enough posting :')
*tears fall non-stop