Panda , im sorry i break ur promise...
i promise i wont cry anymore but i did.. T^T im so soorrry...
to the person who break my heart </3 this lyrics is for you
When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though we're far apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone
We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me throughBut I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
why did you tear my heart apart
you said you'd love me from the start
all those painful things you've put me through
but i'm still loving you
i've tried to give my best to you
i don't deserve the things you do
everything has gone to memories
i just wish i knew the truth behind the lies..
my friend's who care for me...
i'm so very sorry i really cant forget him.. !
i know that i lied you all from my feelings but i really don't want you all to be worried
that is why i hide my tears so long !
i lied to my self from you all and keep it all for myself and now i'm heartache
forever cant cure it...!!!!!!!!!!
if one day i may not be around ,
i hope you all can live without my happiness :')
my painful scars that i hurted myself have been through like this
if i cut anymore also nothing cause i really doesn't know what is pain !
</3 i'm still loving you !
Monday, November 21, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
i like this post
15 years old -
The world is meaningless waste of construction.
Because in this world nothing is real -
There is going to like this, I really want to do something in yourself fall down.
O God, be so evil act?
But, God, this world really is not anything wrong cherish it?
No change in this world
Why
I have the urge to cry it?
Although I know, but I still feel heart hurts ah.
God, this is my punishment do you?
I do not know, I do not understand this feeling, I can not cope!
O God, help me ----
Earth or in the rotation.
Swear, make a wish, regret ... all indifferent to the world that has not changed.
What is cherished, and I really find it in this world?
Yes, perhaps we simply can not expect God
So, I want to do something with their own hands.
Figure out this feeling, this heartache, sure ... you know the feelings, my feelings.
Things that should be cherished, grasped ----
We are anxious time when helpless 15 VS 17 years of age,
However, in our hands, we will pour all the love.
from:shu yi
The world is meaningless waste of construction.
Because in this world nothing is real -
There is going to like this, I really want to do something in yourself fall down.
O God, be so evil act?
But, God, this world really is not anything wrong cherish it?
No change in this world
Why
I have the urge to cry it?
Although I know, but I still feel heart hurts ah.
God, this is my punishment do you?
I do not know, I do not understand this feeling, I can not cope!
O God, help me ----
Earth or in the rotation.
Swear, make a wish, regret ... all indifferent to the world that has not changed.
What is cherished, and I really find it in this world?
Yes, perhaps we simply can not expect God
So, I want to do something with their own hands.
Figure out this feeling, this heartache, sure ... you know the feelings, my feelings.
Things that should be cherished, grasped ----
We are anxious time when helpless 15 VS 17 years of age,
However, in our hands, we will pour all the love.
from:shu yi
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
what the heck ?!
excuse me , what the hell did you scold me were wrong !
you scold lied to me?
wow ! you so pro , you scold lied to me just to listen to your advise GENG !
you said that my friend parent dislike me but i called her just now she say no !
and do you think i wont friend eng shu yi ? you are wrong ! please don't treat me like a 3 year old kid larh~ come on !!!!!!!!!!
i know that i did wrong yesterday by going to me friend house and 6pm++ only reach home...
it is not because of the dance
it is not because of my leg itchy
it is because when i went home , no body talk to me and i felt that i in this family i don't have the 幸福 + 开心 de feeling !
you can say that everyone hate me in smksm school?
if did i relay to apologize to them whom i hurted them alot but please don't scold me with all the lied that you have made !
you are saying that my name give people "cheong suii me"
...
last but not least
do you know how much it hurt when some one in your family say that
i look like a horse face ! wtf !!!!!!!!! o0o *
you call me eat more i still can accept but you add one more word ! which is I LOOK LIKE A HORSE FACE !
what does that suppose to mean ! argh !
you scold lied to me?
wow ! you so pro , you scold lied to me just to listen to your advise GENG !
you said that my friend parent dislike me but i called her just now she say no !
and do you think i wont friend eng shu yi ? you are wrong ! please don't treat me like a 3 year old kid larh~ come on !!!!!!!!!!
i know that i did wrong yesterday by going to me friend house and 6pm++ only reach home...
it is not because of the dance
it is not because of my leg itchy
it is because when i went home , no body talk to me and i felt that i in this family i don't have the 幸福 + 开心 de feeling !
you can say that everyone hate me in smksm school?
if did i relay to apologize to them whom i hurted them alot but please don't scold me with all the lied that you have made !
you are saying that my name give people "cheong suii me"
...
last but not least
do you know how much it hurt when some one in your family say that
i look like a horse face ! wtf !!!!!!!!! o0o *
you call me eat more i still can accept but you add one more word ! which is I LOOK LIKE A HORSE FACE !
what does that suppose to mean ! argh !
Sunday, November 6, 2011
【我的爱情底线】
1.如果你心里有别人了，讲清楚，我退出。
2.如果你对别人有感觉，讲清楚，我退出。
3.如果你不想爱了，我放弃。
4.如果你心里还有我，请忘了别人，对我好一点。
5.如果你觉得对不起我，而放弃爱别人，这样的同情我不要。
6.如果你从来就没爱过我，要么你滚，要么我滚！
2.如果你对别人有感觉，讲清楚，我退出。
3.如果你不想爱了，我放弃。
4.如果你心里还有我，请忘了别人，对我好一点。
5.如果你觉得对不起我，而放弃爱别人，这样的同情我不要。
6.如果你从来就没爱过我，要么你滚，要么我滚！
Saturday, November 5, 2011
did you really love me back then?
if you really have loved me back then ,
do you think that i will accept you back?
well , if i were you , i quit causedon't forget what you have done to me in the first place and you have hurted me alot !
i will continue to live as happier than you do cause "i didn't lost the one i loved the most" !~
back then "you've lose the one who have loved you the most" !!!!!!!
don't try to challenge me cause i know that you wont have the guts to challenge me !
you are weak in the topic of love !
now i have to say is that "i hate you alot more than everyone think because for me you are no longer in my heart !
my heart no longer can let you hurt anymore!
do you think that i will accept you back?
well , if i were you , i quit cause
i will continue to live as happier than you do cause "i didn't lost the one i loved the most" !~
back then "you've lose the one who have loved you the most" !!!!!!!
don't try to challenge me cause i know that you wont have the guts to challenge me !
you are weak in the topic of love !
now i have to say is that "
sorry for the late post of my birthday picture ^,^
hope you all don't mind <3
_ah yin and zhe han_
_sweet couple_
my babe ;) n her hubby <3 so sweet
zhu muii , wuguii , teng sam , vanessa , kah yann loh and ah yin <3
WTH? why is my head so near him argh !!!!!!
whatever larh~ as long the birthday girl happy jiu ok already
pssssssssss ~~~~~~~~ <3
me nerh~ so cham single </3 haizz
teeheeee <3 my birthday party is very successful and most excited already !
hope you all don't mind <3
_ah yin and zhe han__sweet couple_my babe ;) n her hubby <3 so sweet
zhu muii , wuguii , teng sam , vanessa , kah yann loh and ah yin <3
WTH? why is my head so near him argh !!!!!!
whatever larh~ as long the birthday girl happy jiu ok already
pssssssssss ~~~~~~~~ <3
me nerh~ so cham single </3 haizz
teeheeee <3 my birthday party is very successful and most excited already !
Thursday, October 27, 2011
wee~
hi everyone , you all is it feel very curious when i didn't make up and feel want to see after i make up de look?
_______________________________
nah~i makeup de look very "ci guai" izzit ? o.0 i oso think like that but nevermind larh~
i like it <3
one more take with my best friend de~ her name is "ENG SHU YI"
tadaa~ nice? o.0
don't think so but anyway i like shu yi geh makeup ! <3
wakakakakkakaka <3
times flies so fast ! </3
they went home already haizz
nevermind next time ajak them come over again
that time i sure will ask chai wei to help me rebond my hair >///<
hohohohohoho~
2 days
two days since you didnt even called me !
i felt that you wont love me anymore ! my tears fall like hell :'(
i wish you were mine forever but now i had to let you go !
did you know how much i suffer from my disease !
my cancer disease please !
heart broken ! :"(
i felt that you wont love me anymore ! my tears fall like hell :'(
i wish you were mine forever but now i had to let you go !
did you know how much i suffer from my disease !
my cancer disease please !
heart broken ! :"(
Sunday, October 23, 2011
english vesion
did you know how much i suffer for you?
did you know how much i sacrifice for you?
did you know how much i miss
did you know how much i love you just for you?
but you didn't realise how much my tears that fall from my eyes ? did you?!
i don't think so that you know all the thing that i've done for you or even done to you !
you have broken my heart once , but i don't care cause i loved you !
but now , you've broke my heart again !!!!!!!!!!!!
no more heart for you to broke anymore , enough is enough ! </3.
you gave me alot of negative thinking and keep thinking that you will leave me one day but my thinking is... ...
REAL ! </3
chinese version
你知道我为了你受的苦吗？
你知道我为你牺牲了多少吗？
你知道我错过了多少？
你知道我是多么爱你吗？
但你不知道多少的眼泪从我的眼睛流出来？是吗？！
我不这么认为，你知道所有的事情，我已经为你做甚至做给你！
你已经伤了我的心，但我不在乎，因为我爱你！
但现在，你已再次撕裂我的心!!!!!!!!!!!!
没有再多的心让你伤害了，已经够了！ </3。
你给了我很多反面的思想，不断的继续，你会有离开我的一天，但我的想法是...... ... ...
真的！ </3
你知道我为你牺牲了多少吗？
你知道我错过了多少？
你知道我是多么爱你吗？
但你不知道多少的眼泪从我的眼睛流出来？是吗？！
我不这么认为，你知道所有的事情，我已经为你做甚至做给你！
你已经伤了我的心，但我不在乎，因为我爱你！
但现在，你已再次撕裂我的心!!!!!!!!!!!!
没有再多的心让你伤害了，已经够了！ </3。
你给了我很多反面的思想，不断的继续，你会有离开我的一天，但我的想法是...... ... ...
真的！ </3
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
i know you still got feel on her :'(
you come back to me just because you wanted to forget "her"
i hated you so much that time but now you have hurted me !
_____________tears cry non-stop__________
i hope that what i have thought is wrong and hope you really loved me !
you told me before that you wont hurt me anymore and wont let me cry !
now you have done this ! :'(
i wish that you will accompany me when i'm lonely and when i'm not happy !
but you didn't , in the end you'll leave ! :'(
if is like that i guess we wont have to couple since the day you have break with her ! :'(
That season Until now, girls and boys being in love.
Every time chat phone, they always warm words spoken for a long time. Finally, the girl always one and is not willing to "Goodbye", the first received line, the boy smiled and left her to appreciate the warm residual air ... ...
Inadvertently days later, love is like this to continue. One day two men quarrel, the girl would complain about him: not as romantic as it was, as his meticulous care, but also develop into a habit. Every time her temper on the phone, the boys are quietly listening, does not refute her.
The girl's boyfriend girls feel very satisfied. Gradually she felt between her and her boyfriend seems to always something missing, maybe this is her illusion. What is it? She did not understand. They just call ends, the girls always feel that their "goodbye" it said half there has been 'pair of' bang hung up. Whenever that time, she always thought the voice harsh ice crystals in the air, across their eardrums. Finally one day, the girl and he had an argument with her boyfriend very impatient and turned away, no turning back, no phone call.
Girls do not cry, because she knew the boy would not leave her. He said every word of the girl, the girl still remember.
One day, the girl who thought of silly boy, who quietly guarding her silly boy, who duplicity boy, who was always concerned about her look like a boy but put cold. Mind immediately filled with a moving, feeling let her slowly pick up the phone. Boy's voice is still pristine, tranquil. One girl even Yuning, hurried talking about "goodbye" ...
This time the girl confiscation line, she heard over the phone gently breathing, an emotional baffling quietly listening to her quiet end of the line. I do not know how long, boy's voice came over, why do not you hang up? Girl voice, Sese, why should I hang it? Used to it. The boy said quietly, I like you hang up, so I was at ease. But people always hung after some regret and loss. The girl's voice was trembling. So, I prefer to leave this loss themselves, as long as you happy enough.
The girl finally unable to control crying, hot tears soaked mind the memory of love. She finally realized that, at her side with a guardian. Silently behind him watching over her, the girl to protect her when invisible. The girl know, because they both are in love ... ...
shu yi (my fren wrote dis)
i cried ! T^T
i hated you so much that time but now you have hurted me !
_____________tears cry non-stop__________
i hope that what i have thought is wrong and hope you really loved me !
you told me before that you wont hurt me anymore and wont let me cry !
now you have done this ! :'(
i wish that you will accompany me when i'm lonely and when i'm not happy !
but you didn't , in the end you'll leave ! :'(
if is like that i guess we wont have to couple since the day you have break with her ! :'(
That season Until now, girls and boys being in love.
Every time chat phone, they always warm words spoken for a long time. Finally, the girl always one and is not willing to "Goodbye", the first received line, the boy smiled and left her to appreciate the warm residual air ... ...
Inadvertently days later, love is like this to continue. One day two men quarrel, the girl would complain about him: not as romantic as it was, as his meticulous care, but also develop into a habit. Every time her temper on the phone, the boys are quietly listening, does not refute her.
The girl's boyfriend girls feel very satisfied. Gradually she felt between her and her boyfriend seems to always something missing, maybe this is her illusion. What is it? She did not understand. They just call ends, the girls always feel that their "goodbye" it said half there has been 'pair of' bang hung up. Whenever that time, she always thought the voice harsh ice crystals in the air, across their eardrums. Finally one day, the girl and he had an argument with her boyfriend very impatient and turned away, no turning back, no phone call.
Girls do not cry, because she knew the boy would not leave her. He said every word of the girl, the girl still remember.
One day, the girl who thought of silly boy, who quietly guarding her silly boy, who duplicity boy, who was always concerned about her look like a boy but put cold. Mind immediately filled with a moving, feeling let her slowly pick up the phone. Boy's voice is still pristine, tranquil. One girl even Yuning, hurried talking about "goodbye" ...
This time the girl confiscation line, she heard over the phone gently breathing, an emotional baffling quietly listening to her quiet end of the line. I do not know how long, boy's voice came over, why do not you hang up? Girl voice, Sese, why should I hang it? Used to it. The boy said quietly, I like you hang up, so I was at ease. But people always hung after some regret and loss. The girl's voice was trembling. So, I prefer to leave this loss themselves, as long as you happy enough.
The girl finally unable to control crying, hot tears soaked mind the memory of love. She finally realized that, at her side with a guardian. Silently behind him watching over her, the girl to protect her when invisible. The girl know, because they both are in love ... ...
shu yi (my fren wrote dis)
i cried ! T^T
Saturday, October 15, 2011
loh kah yann gila
2day at night at loh kah yann hse she keep on laughing n laughing i oso dunnoo she laugh wad
she mmg gila o.0?
hahahahaha
ytd more gila me , shu yi n wen weii oso same same gila ~ reli sohai de`
wkwkwkwkwkwk <3
love thm alot !
she mmg gila o.0?
hahahahaha
ytd more gila me , shu yi n wen weii oso same same gila ~ reli sohai de`
wkwkwkwkwkwk <3
love thm alot !
Thursday, October 6, 2011
ahaha *is crying*
because of you i still cant eat , drink , nor even sleep :')
is this because of what have you did to me last few time ?!
i don't there will be time for us anymore T^T
everything is over ! what have you did to me all over :'(
even though i cant forget the sweet and meaningful thing i ever had
but i will try my best to forget !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :")
now ,
you got your own way while i got mine :")
a song for you before i stop writing about you !!!! the last time of my blog wrote about
-if i die young-
if i die young ,
bury me in satin ,
lay me down on a bed of roses ,
sink me in the river ,
at dawn ,
send me away with a love song .
the sharp knife , of a short life
goodbye (the person i love the most) :")
is this because of what have you did to me last few time ?!
i don't there will be time for us anymore T^T
everything is over ! what have you did to me all over :'(
even though i cant forget the sweet and meaningful thing i ever had
but i will try my best to forget !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :")
now ,
you got your own way while i got mine :")
a song for you before i stop writing about you !!!! the last time of my blog wrote about
-if i die young-
if i die young ,
bury me in satin ,
lay me down on a bed of roses ,
sink me in the river ,
at dawn ,
send me away with a love song .
the sharp knife , of a short life
goodbye (the person i love the most) :")
Sunday, October 2, 2011
english version
i started missing him this few days
i don't know why?
is it because of the word he told me last few days?
i don't think so , cause this kind of miracle wont happen in this world .
from the word of him doesn't make me believe him anymore !
i know i'm stupid , when my friends already told that "he" wont appreciate you
because he doesn't know what mean by "appreciate" .
i really cant accept , that i can be so stupid .
i thought , the new you wont change alot but in the end you change more than i think it was .
YOU , do you know what mean by hurt ?
i know i hurt you once but you ! you hurt me twice or maybe more !!!!!!!!!!
i don't know why?
is it because of the word he told me last few days?
i don't think so , cause this kind of miracle wont happen in this world .
from the word of him doesn't make me believe him anymore !
i know i'm stupid , when my friends already told that "he" wont appreciate you
because he doesn't know what mean by "appreciate" .
i really cant accept , that i can be so stupid .
i thought , the new you wont change alot but in the end you change more than i think it was .
YOU , do you know what mean by hurt ?
i know i hurt you once but you ! you hurt me twice or maybe more !!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 1, 2011
i cant forget you
为什么你总是骗我？
你让我像一个白痴！
你把我像一个愚蠢的傻瓜！
请不要让我恨你！我不要还有不喜欢你看着我的方式!!!!!!!!!!!
我真的不能忘记你，
我不能忘记你的方式对待我之前，
我不能忘记你曾经抱住我的第一次，
我不能忘记你第一次亲吻我，
我无法忘记一切我们已经经过的!!!!!!!!
请不要再让我想起任何事了
就是这个原因，我不能忘记你！！
我希望你没有忘记我们第一次见面！
我没有忘记所有！</3
你让我像一个白痴！
你把我像一个愚蠢的傻瓜！
请不要让我恨你！我不要还有不喜欢你看着我的方式!!!!!!!!!!!
我真的不能忘记你，
我不能忘记你的方式对待我之前，
我不能忘记你曾经抱住我的第一次，
我不能忘记你第一次亲吻我，
我无法忘记一切我们已经经过的!!!!!!!!
请不要再让我想起任何事了
就是这个原因，我不能忘记你！！
我希望你没有忘记我们第一次见面！
我没有忘记所有！</3
Saturday, September 17, 2011
may 21 2011
Every time i look in the skies , i will be missing you.
When i sleep i dream about you.
When i turn off the light in my room at night and lock the do0r, i feel so scared. I wish you were here sitting beside me and calm me down. I was afraid of the darkness. I keep making a wish whenever i saw a star, i thought it will make my wish came true but not.
When i sleep i dream about you.
When i turn off the light in my room at night and lock the do0r, i feel so scared. I wish you were here sitting beside me and calm me down. I was afraid of the darkness. I keep making a wish whenever i saw a star, i thought it will make my wish came true but not.
may 29 2011
I wish we never met. Why?! Cause of you i start now wont belive in love , this four alphabet.
I'm tired on crying.
I'm tired on arguing with you.
I have enough of you already since you already given me the answer 'i never love you anyway...'
My heart have been give a knife stabbed through alots of time but nobody knows but me !! Everything you told me was a lie ! How can i trust you anymore. Sooner or later my weak heart will forget you someday. You wait and see =']
I'm tired on crying.
I'm tired on arguing with you.
I have enough of you already since you already given me the answer 'i never love you anyway...'
My heart have been give a knife stabbed through alots of time but nobody knows but me !! Everything you told me was a lie ! How can i trust you anymore. Sooner or later my weak heart will forget you someday. You wait and see =']
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