goodbye to the old ones , hello to the new ones :)

from the day you have blocked me ,
i already started to hate since :)
so please don't act innocent and come tell me that i'm your "best friend"


acctually , when you say that word on you call me that night...my heart was like "hey , boy do we know each other? :') "



you broke up with me is becuase of her..she have everything but i don't...

hey boy , let me tell you , i'm special but on your word..i'm not cause you don't even know me and i feel that i should have left you long ago :)


now..
we cant be together because of the thing we have been through .
we cant be friends because it hurts too much .
we cant be enemy because we were once inlove .
we only can be strangers where we started to avoid each other :)



boy , i can live without you in a happy life , where my friends,daughters and my family is supporting me :D <3



i'm so glad that you have left me for good , now i only know the real you PLAYBOY
you love her is because of what?
good-hearted? o.0


please...people are calling her auntie...don't you know that?


a form 3 boy in a relationship with a form 5 -.-


to me is just awkward....but nevermind..is your life...





is good to be single :D <3 at least i still have the one i loved..but i'm waiting :)

我误会

我不能相信，我误解了他......

一整天我尝试，为什么呢？

因为我不知道如何后，我收到的消息...

我觉得这样的错误

我的心很痛苦

我不知道为什么我不能如此痛苦自己，就像我不喜欢自己，也不爱自己。

我开始恨自己现在和以后

很痛苦，真的 :'( </3

tear drops...

dear blog...

my tear drop again... :'(
i cant thinking of him when i force myself not to... T^T
it hurts me alot..
my heart hurt , breaks...
he offline when i cant chat with him and he didn't even reload his handphone...
i feel so unlucky yesterday night , i shouldn't have reply him and chat with him... x(
if i had reply him then today my day wont go through so bad x((((((


can i tell myself not to fall for him..
i keep telling myself give up !
but in the end i cant give up
i cant help it , it just to strong my love to him x'(



i love him so what?
no one's ever care about me even my cousin say "so"?
looks like i got no hope...



damn it...i cannot let my ex live better than me..i must choose to live better than him !
T^T
in the outside i say like this..what about inside...
i'm weak in everything i cry not because i'm weak is because i have been staying for too strong T^T



is time for me to say goodbye  :') <3

为什么呢？

为什么呢？
我还以为你爱我...
我错了......

好吧，我不会放弃 :)

我还是爱你...
我爱你跟我聊天的方式
我喜欢的方式，中方对此有何评论今天我的照片<3 <3 <3 <3



你对我说，慢慢慢慢......你是什么意思？
我不知道......也许我是NOOB o.0


好吧，我等着你的答案......我希望你的答案是“yes” ;')

i'm so going to cry out loud...

seriously..my blog been hacked by some one that i felt guilty to let him know i like him.../.\


skipped it can i...T^T
crying while updating blog..


ok..today have a date with my parents at jusco maluri..well acctually we're suppose to go sungai wang and times square to buy my things then my mom face turn black...*angry
mummy * no offense yarh..

then off we go... trulalalalalalala~
Jusco Maluri.. xD
at first go where? MPH of course..buy maths 2004-2011 revision book for what? o.0 PMR
then i try to find my komsas book to do homework obviously don't have ... haizzz -________-


then where we eat.. ofcourse my favourite place...
NANDO'S yum~~



later on i buy my stationary..oh yeah..!! DOMO-KUN !!! <3.<3

my favourite...


oh yeah almost forget..my photo on today look :D

 nice? o.0 haha comment yarh  <3.<3

i love him !!!

well,lets start about it...
i started to fall for one guy in my facebook and i don't know why..
i keep forcing myself not to..cause i don't want to get hurt anymore... T^T
he made me happy whenever i'm upset..i felt so wrong to fall for him...i think now is not the best time to let him know i love him... T^T
can he feel that i like him not just only close friends nor just best friends :(
i want him to know...but i was afraid to tell him...


on that day his hp no credit he send me MMS with free ..
he send me a hello kitty background... :'(
i keep telling myself he wont fall for me why?
he can have a relationship with a B*tch for 4 years... haizz
he wont...maybe he just treat me for his best friend / close friend / small sister..



seriously he make me feel warm whenever i feel lonely / bored and upset..he was there for me to cheer me up..just one message to him...but i don't know why..he can cheer me up in a fast way...;'(

my daily's horoscope :
 You will feel a warm, loving, supportive energy come over you today. You might even experience a spontaneous healing of some kind. An inner awareness is releasing blocks and helping you to a more satisfied and comfortable sense of inner peace.






i just he will know my feeling one day... :')
waiting for the answer...if the answer no..than am i going to give up? will i wait..? i still don't know , i just know today is my day , tomorrow "???" 




well that all for today...very long already didn't update my blog ><


sorry blog kaki...