i love him !!!

well,lets start about it...
i started to fall for one guy in my facebook and i don't know why..
i keep forcing myself not to..cause i don't want to get hurt anymore... T^T
he made me happy whenever i'm upset..i felt so wrong to fall for him...i think now is not the best time to let him know i love him... T^T
can he feel that i like him not just only close friends nor just best friends :(
i want him to know...but i was afraid to tell him...


on that day his hp no credit he send me MMS with free ..
he send me a hello kitty background... :'(
i keep telling myself he wont fall for me why?
he can have a relationship with a B*tch for 4 years... haizz
he wont...maybe he just treat me for his best friend / close friend / small sister..



seriously he make me feel warm whenever i feel lonely / bored and upset..he was there for me to cheer me up..just one message to him...but i don't know why..he can cheer me up in a fast way...;'(

my daily's horoscope :
 You will feel a warm, loving, supportive energy come over you today. You might even experience a spontaneous healing of some kind. An inner awareness is releasing blocks and helping you to a more satisfied and comfortable sense of inner peace.






i just he will know my feeling one day... :')
waiting for the answer...if the answer no..than am i going to give up? will i wait..? i still don't know , i just know today is my day , tomorrow "???" 




well that all for today...very long already didn't update my blog ><


sorry blog kaki...