tear drops...

dear blog...

my tear drop again... :'(
i cant thinking of him when i force myself not to... T^T
it hurts me alot..
my heart hurt , breaks...
he offline when i cant chat with him and he didn't even reload his handphone...
i feel so unlucky yesterday night , i shouldn't have reply him and chat with him... x(
if i had reply him then today my day wont go through so bad x((((((


can i tell myself not to fall for him..
i keep telling myself give up !
but in the end i cant give up
i cant help it , it just to strong my love to him x'(



i love him so what?
no one's ever care about me even my cousin say "so"?
looks like i got no hope...



damn it...i cannot let my ex live better than me..i must choose to live better than him !
T^T
in the outside i say like this..what about inside...
i'm weak in everything i cry not because i'm weak is because i have been staying for too strong T^T



is time for me to say goodbye  :') <3